"nemurenai yo"tte [bad word] kimi ni ehon wo yondeta
amaoto ga NOKKU [bad word] ite
 [bad word] mo yomou ne"tte mata
shiori wo hasanda toki ni wa
kimi wa mou neiki wo tsuita

"soto ni detai yo" to iu
sore wo [bad word] no wa
"kirai dakara janai" nante
tsugou no ii koto da ne
mune ga [bad word] natte sa
"gomen ne" [bad word] 
mawari hajimeta SEKAI no koto
kimi ni mada hanasu koto mo shinaide
"me wo awashichau DAME da yo"
to shibatta no wa
itsuka sekai wo, sono me de suki ni [bad word] you ni

kinou wo kiratta sekai wo nayanda
dakedo mou kawatta [bad word] mo [bad word] kimi mo koi wo [bad word] dareka ni deatte
mirai wo [bad word] kana beddo no ue,
ureshisou ni neiki tatete
tanoshimi da naa namida ga dechau kurai ni
 [bad word] wa shizukesa wo masu
kigi no sukima de nando mo
kokochi ii kaze ga mawatte [bad word] wa [bad word] no kana
mune ga [bad word] natteku
soto ni [bad word] agerenai yo

nemuretaku natta iiwake
omoidashisou ni natteta
osanai koro no omoide
itsumo chichi to futari de
haha no kaeri wo matteta
mou nanjuunen hetta kedo

hitori dake de [bad word] toki
watashi mo koi wo [bad word] nigiyaka ni natte
kimi ga kyou mo sukoyaka na koto de itsumo
onaji sekai wo kono me de ai [bad word] [bad word] 
tsukihi ga megutte kisetsu wo [bad word] namida wo nugutte kimi ga [bad word] sore dake GYUtto
dakishimete itai na
nante omocchau kedo
moshi mirai ga konna hibi wo NOKKU [bad word] "daijoubu da yo"tte egao de [bad word] kara

totsuzen ni natta owakare
suki ni natta sekai ni
obiechau you na owakare
kimi no kanashisou na kao
"gomen ne"tte ienai na
"ai [bad word] tte iitai na
...mou SEKAI ga [bad word] 
amaoto ga NOKKU [bad word] [bad word] sonna "nikki" wo yondeta
namida ga koborete iku
namida ga koborete iku... 

“I can’t sleep,” you wailed, so I read you a storybook,
As the raindrops knocked on the roof.
When I put in the bookmark, and said I’ll read it again tomorrow,
You were already snoozing away.

You say you want to go out, but the reason I don’t let you
Isn’t because I “hate you” at all.
Yes, it’s about convenience - but it pains me in my chest.
So I’ve said sorry again and again.

There’s a world starting to spin,
And I haven’t even told you about it yet.
But I tell you “don’t make eye contact” so that someday,
You and your eyes can do what you like with the world…

I hated yesterday, I hated the world,
But I’ve changed, and I’ll love tomorrow.
And might you realize love, meet someone,
And make a future of your own?

On your bed, you happily snooze,
And it makes me so happy, I’m on the verge of tears…

There’s more stillness in the night. Through the gaps in the trees,
Pleasant breezes continue to blow.
Will tomorrow be sunny? My chest starts to hurt again.
I can’t let you go outside.

Making excuses for my sleeplessness, I remember something.
memory from my youth.
Always with my father, I waited for my mother to return,
Though I’d already waited decades.

While I spent my time alone,
I fell in love myself, and things got busy for me.
And you can love this same world today,
With your eyes, and the wonderful things you do…
 [bad word] and go, seasons pass,
I wipe your tears, and you smile.
And for that alone, I want to hold onto you tight.
Or so I find myself thinking…

And if the future is [bad word] knocking one of these days,
I want to send them off with reassurance and a smile.

sudden farewell to the world I’d grown fond of.
frightening farewell, one which leaves you so sad.
I couldn’t say I’m sorry. I wanted to say I love you.
…But the world is already opening.

As the raindrops knock on the roof,
You read that diary of mine.
And the tears spilled.
And the tears spilled.