(Verse) 
I won't be here for too much longer 
I just hope that I can reach the end 
But I'm 
I'm getting more and more negative 
Towards everyone about everything 
Never have I felt so cynical 
I'm so critical 
How did I grow to be this weak? 

 [bad word]  
When the lights, when the lights go out 
I can shut, shut my body down 
Cause I can't rest on my regrets 
Or hide the fact that my mind's a mess 
When the lights, when the lights go out 
And I'm sat drowning in self-doubt 
I'm still begging for change some day, somehow 

(Verse) 
There's an aching in my chest 
I'm drinking more and eating less 
And I know I'm a little unstable 
But I'm 
I'm getting more and more negative 
Towards everyone, about everything 
Never have I felt so cynical 
I'm so critical 
How did I grow to be this weak? 

 [bad word]  
When the lights, when the lights go out 
I can shut, shut my body down 
Cause I can't rest on my regrets 
Or hide the fact that my mind's a mess 
When the lights, when the lights go out 
And I'm sat drowning in self-doubt 
I'm still begging for change some day, somehow 

(Bridge) 
Sometimes I wish I could go back south 
To the beach and room in my parents' house 
Listening to Deja Entendu 
Don't you dare throw this all away 
Don't you leave back for the bay 
Don't you dare throw this all away 
Don't you dare 

 [bad word]  
When the lights, when the lights go out 
I can shut, shut my body down 
Cause I can't rest on my regrets 
Or hide the fact that my mind's a mess 
When the lights, when the lights go out 
And I'm sat drowning in self-doubt 
I'm still begging for change some day, somehow