I look for stability like I’ve always done
I don’t wanna hide what they think I have learned
Never read through someone’s mind never could
Always blind why can’t you alley my troubled soul

There’s a lot of pleasant dreams that I lived
But also real things that I lived and that I care about
So different feelings that make me what I am
All these years from now I just can’t change the past

I guess no one will never learn anything from me
People just watching me trapped by myself
Feeling deeper growing stronger it’s still the same
But nothing has changed

There’s a lot of pleasant dreams that I lived
But also real things that I lived and that I care about

I know I’ve got so much hate and anger to unload
And my lifetime is gonna leave me sad
Sometimes it is such a long hard lonely road
Time is just passing me [bad word] and treating me so bad

There’s a lot of pleasant dreams that I lived
But also real things that I lived and that I care about
So different feelings that make me what I am
All these years from now I just can’t change the past