from this video: https://www [bad word] watch?v=Wr_6LAivHdU&list=FLB9xZmBZKmsqHcqOMiQ52LA&index=38
text:
Ever on and on I continue circiling
With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
'Til slowly i forget and my hearts start vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free. I'm 
Slipping trough the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who i am, who i was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind 'til I can't break free and
Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if i told you how i feel
So i'm tired of all the pain, of the misery inside
And i wish that i could live feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say, you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care and my hearts would never know
If i make another move there'll be no more turning back
Because everything would change and it all would fade to black
Will tomorrow [bad word]  Will i make it trough the night? 
Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
i hurting? i sad? Should I stay or should i go? 
I've forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know?
Can I take another step? I've done everything I can
All the people that I see I will never understand
If i find a way to change, if i step into the light
Then i'll never be the same and itl all will fade to white
Ever on and on I continue circiling
With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
'Til  slowly I forget and my hearts start vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free. I'm 
Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who i am, who i was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind 'til I can't break free and
Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if i told you how i feel
So i'm tired of all the pain, of the misery inside
And i wish that i could live feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say, you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care and my hearts would never know
If i make another move there'll be no more turning back
Because everything would change and it all would fade to black
If i make another move, if i take another step
Then it all would fall apart, there'd be nothing of me left
If i'm crying in the wind, if i'm crying in the night
Will there ever be a way? Will my hearts return to white? 
Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am? 
I've forgotten how to see, i've forgotten if i can
If i opened up my eyes, there'd be no more going back
Cause I'd throw it all away and it all would fade to black