Breathing in now,
I try counting my blessings.
Picturing the last time I fed.
Beg forgiveness,
With some words that mean nothing,
Illusions like smoke in my breath.
 [bad word] alive,
When I’m falling down.
I let myself go,
'Til I hit the ground.
When I’m there, at the edge,
In this moment I feel it I [bad word] alive when I’m falling down.

Air is thin now.
While my lungs are collapsing,
Vertigo blankets my head.
Far from reckless,
When [bad word]  thought
That I know I could never forget.
(That I know I could never forget)
 [bad word] alive,
When I’m falling down.
I let myself go,
'Til I hit the ground.
When I’m there, at the edge,
In this moment I feel it I [bad word] alive when I’m falling down.
(Yeah!)

Keep your distance,
Far away from me.
Watch this eat me alive
Keep your distance,
Far away from me
Watch this eat me alive.
 [bad word] alive,
When I’m falling down.
I let myself go,
'Til I hit the ground.
When I’m there, at the edge,
In this moment I feel it I [bad word] alive when I’m falling down.
 [bad word] alive! [bad word] alive! [bad word] alive! [bad word] alive!
(Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!) [bad word] alive, [bad word] alive)