So sad of eye and yet you keep it to yourself 
are you scared it'll finally happen and that no one will ever care 

"never [bad word] the wrong people" 
and she said 

dont you worry for i am an angel with a telephone cord hanging from my neck 
I will make amends and change my ways 
it's not as if you woudve cared anyways 

she says: 
recollect your feelings 
this is something you've never been good at.