Hurting For a Very Hurtful Pain (English cover) (исполнитель: Eien)
What is this pain? Why am I hurt? } Why am I hurting so much to be in this pain?} x4 ASHAKAMI: This pain is eating away at me till it hurts Why are these smouldering thorns so deep that it burns I want to tell you about all these that disturbs I only want you to be the one keeping this worth I'm choking on this awfulness with each breath Why is it clawing inside with this pressing dread I want you, I want you being at my end This growing hole that I hold in my chest Yes I was the one who did it and now I'm the victim Wounding myself when it was just singeing It naturally fades away if I show it indifference But the pain just keeping returning with no finish All that I know when I close my eyes is That I see all the things I can't with an open sight and I know it's much beyond a reason I can hope to find but There must be someone who knows my anguish EiEN: [bad word] here, [bad word] near Don't let the se-n-sation revel in your thoughts Cast it to the side, don't pay it any mind Just contain the chaos, don't you let it manifest Go away, sure it'll go away Be swallowed up by the pretence present in your might Just feign normality and put up with...it ASHAKAMI: This pain is eating away at me till it hurts Why are these smouldering thorns so deep that it burns I want to tell you about all these that disturbs I only want you to be the one keeping this worth I'm choking on this awfulness with each breath Why is it clawing inside with this pressing dread I want you, I want you being at my end This growing hole that I hold in my chest Again, it's happening again, this [bad word] That's caused by sources yet I can't touch it But this is worsening, the pain's too much and [bad word] More than an aching and a throbbing and it still buzzes If I keep it then the false silence won't find All the clues of the [bad word] that I hold inside of my mind Stitching screams with the chaos into a smiling vice I'll keep leading an uneventful life that is mine EiEN Yes that's right, you've got it, Stand strong through the peril, it'll soon be over Smile at the pain, force your eyes to watch Keep up the facade, it won't be too much longer now Fly away, I'll fly away, I'll send a signal when I make it to the other side This everlasting act will leave you a mess...yes? ASHAKAMI: Distortion of equilibrium as pain is turned into pleasure Greed from boundless possibilities is changing all into heaven BUT Retrospect of the indulged reminiscence in the safety of my memories Can still never escape the fate of being chained by it's omnipresence EiEN All this agony, endless agony, Seems like it's deeper than one-dimensional agony You can't go through alone, it's not possible, Surely you'll seek out guidance...right? 'Twill be soon, I promise, soon Since my duty is soon to be concluded Because finally, as your saving grace, I can break off your chains, I can liberate you However, however, Surely you'd forget if I were to simply disappear? If you should forget, I'll just appear again Don't get carried away, it's not quite over yet Even if a little bit please take care...please? ASHAKAMI: Nowhere to be found, it finally has stopped I can't find it anywhere at all Now that all the pain and the nightmares are gone Those hardships and difficulties are there no more You're gone and finally taken your departure I can't find you anywhere in the passing But you were meant to carrying all this pain and this darkness And yet I'm still coping with this disappearing hardship It still hurts, why is it [bad word] so unbearable What is this pain for it to be so terrible I've been waiting for this, when we both le