What was it I was thinking, 
or was I even thinking at all? 
When I think of what I thought back then, 
then I'm ashamed; 
and I'm appalled that I gave up all I was so easily. 
Living your life is not for me. 
I won't be sedated, 
I won't be sedated! 
Give me a little taste and I know I won't want more. 
I won't be sedated, stability is overrated. 
Give me the disorder I adore. 
I can't be a part, be a part, 
I can't be a part. 
I can't be a part, 
be a part of your modern world. 
I've gotta be apart, be apart, 
I've gotta be apart. 
I've gotta be apart. 
I can't grasp the values that you hold. 
What was it you were thinking, 
or were you even thinking at all? 
When I think of what you thought of me, 
I take offense; 
and I'm appalled that you could discount all I love so easily. 
Living our life is not for me.