I [bad word] out in the cold light
Wondering where to go [bad word] away
Without you
All my fear [bad word] home
And it's ripped out from the soul
You can't be me
I will [bad word] you (tonight)

I was wandering under black skies
Clutching at what is mine
No control
Left to lose
Well, I thought that it wouldn't faze me
But I'm hiding like a child
I feel so guilty
I'll make it up to you (tonight)

Visions I've been dreaming [bad word] down
They're changing my future
Visions I had buried underground
Returning to abuse us

I was breaking out of my own skin
Choking up on release
I'm in no state
To judge you
Scratching itches best left alone
Chasing memories I used to own
I can't wait until this is over (tonight)

Visions I've been dreaming [bad word] down
They're changing my future
Visions I had buried underground
Returning to abuse us

Well, the nightmares I've been having have arrived
They're changing my future
The signs of my creation at my door
How could you do this to her?