--------(Full) LYRICS--------- [bad word] by all those arid days
Where each day is the same
Sitting alone just one desk too far from sunlight
"Well, what are you waiting for?"
As if it's quizzing me
Batting an eye lash at that textbook with no answers
Aah

If you wanted to know my grades
I guess I'd say "The same."
I don't know why they make these tests so very easy
While you smiled at me timidly
You sat right next to me
Keeping a grin all while you held closely such a bad grade

Out beyond the sky, I just cant help but sigh
Maybe its because I see the world for all it is
"Isn't that too sad? The world is much more fun! "
Back then, you always seemed so glad

I just cant take you
Playing with a heart that only wants to disappear
Once again, I cant find a thing that makes want to remain here
Ringing in a tone that only whispers " You're a [bad word] and callous fool"
And even then...I know it's kinda [bad word] 
So even if a miracle occurred and somehow answered all of this
Surley in ten or twenty seconds I could figure just a bit
Even if I die right now I know that I will soon just be replaced
And then again, saying crazy things like that, isn't it just silly?

Flying by all those airy days
Where each day is the same
When you were gone that space started making me uneasy
Well 'nuff said anyway, my test scores stay the same
Even alone I know all the answers to the problems
Aah

As I ran through those hazy days
There must have been a change
I couldn't see your tree in the forest of the problems
That shade of your flowing hair
That smile, without a care
It's likely that most of them will forget it in a heartbeat

That empty desk I'm by and out the pane of sky
What is it that I am waiting to be echoed back?
Even though I tried, your words would pass me by
In the end, I didn't solve a thing at all

By getting just a little closer to you, I think I could find it out
Just so these days would never ever have to end without a doubt
Ringing in a tone that slowly died and never will restart again
And all at once, I know everything is gone

She couldn't take it
Living with a heart that only wants to disappear
Keeping her feelings hid behind a smile that stretched from ear to ear
Even when the smile had folded up and died from soaring from the window
Even then, I don't think that I'll forget such a pretty smile