[bad word] core619

Meaningless, is everything that I once had
My hopes are dashed, and I’m alone
How am I always the last to know?

The taste of fear [bad word] the sting of betrayal
Everything I had built up in my mind is sinking in the sand

My hopes are dashed, I’m alone
How am I always the last to know?

I cant believe that I am saying this again
You’ve cut me out at every single turn

I don’t appreciate being left out of this
I’ve said it again and again,
You’ve been told repeatedly,
The curtain falls, you are exposed

You have revealed yourself
For what you [bad word] are
You’re afraid of sharing your faults
When I accept your everything

I would accept everything you are

Your happiness means nothing,
When all bottled up, kept to yourself
Accepting everything you really are,
If you [bad word] from the [bad word] 

Will I go insane,
In this life that I live,
With a heart to forgive

Expecting a new result
While living selfishly
With the same old faults

I am a patient man
With a heart that cant help
but forgive you one last time

I let it slide right through my hands