I forgot to live

From so [bad word] through life without stopping
I forgot that life is lived in a moment
From so much wanting to be the first in everything
I forgot to live the small details

From so much playing with feelings
Living off applause wrapped in dreams
From so much screaming my songs to the wind
I am no longer how I was yesterday, now I don't know what I feel

I forgot to live
I forgot to live
I forgot to live
I forgot to live

From so much singing about love and life
I was left without love one night and one day
From so much playing with who I loved most
I lost without wanting to the best I ever had.

From so much hiding the [bad word] with lies
I cheated myself without knowing it was me who had lost
From so much waiting, when I never offered anything
Today it's my turn to cry, when I always was laughing

I forgot to live
I forgot to live
I forgot to live
I forgot to live

From so [bad word] to have time beat time
Wanting to rob the dream from my nights
From so many failures, from so many attempts
From wanting to discover something new every day

From so much playing with feelings
Living off applause wrapped in dreams
From so much screaming my songs to the wind
I am no longer how I was yesterday, now I don't know what I feel [bad word]  [bad word]