"When [bad word] Back"

I don't know how to follow you without losing my way [bad word] and take me by the hand
I don't know how to [bad word] that you will do the things you say
Spirit teach me how to understand

That your love can heal the wreckage of my soul
The beauty of your light shining in me

I don't know when you'll take me home to paradise with you
The day when I will finally be free
Oh the day when [bad word] back for me