When I think of you in the city

The sight of you among the sites

I get this sudden sinking feeling

Of a man about to fly

Never kept me up before

Now I’ve been awake for days

I can’t fight it anymore

I’m going through an awkward phase

I am secretly in love with

Everyone that I grew up with

Do my crying underwater

I can’t get down any farther

All my drowning friends can see

Now there is [bad word] from it

It’s [bad word] the [bad word] of me

I wish that I could rise above it

But I stay down

With my demons

But I stay down

With my demons

Passing buzzards in the sky

Alligators in the sewers

I don’t even wonder why

Hide among the under views

Huddle with them all night long

The worried talk til god goes on

I sincerely tried to love her

Wish that I could rise above her

But I stay down

With my demons

But I stay down

With my demons

Cannot stay here I can’t sleep

On the floor

Drink the blood and hang the palms

On the door

Do not think I’m going places anymore

Wanna see the [bad word] above New York

Oh, everyday I start so great

Then the sunlight dims

Less I’ve learned

The more I see the pythons and the limbs

Do not know what’s wrong with me

Sours in the cup

When I walk into a room

I do not light it up

 [bad word] 

But I stay down

With my demons

But I stay down

With my demons