Feel the tension of rejection

Bleach it out with the therapy

The confusion and seclusion

Turns it into my deformity



Never [bad word]  maladjusted

I've [bad word] my own worst enemy

The aggravation in my fixation

Keeps it all controlled inside of me



See it all collapsing, it's all around me

This condition is killing me

The isolation still surrounds me

In remission but it's killing me



It's what I can't control/What I can't

control/What I can't control in me



Born again I feel so hollow

Torn again my senses fade

Mourn again without the sorrow

Born again without the blame



Force a new solution, it's all inside me

In remission but it's killing me

The evolution is divided

In remission but it's killing me



I can't increase the treatment

It won't suppress the feelings

Or stop the way I'm getting used to the pain



Breaking down

 [bad word] pattern