[Hook]
Y'all now in the place to be and you rocking with the H-O-P
I'mma tell y'all a story of mine about how the lord put the weight on me (that's right)
Y'all now in the place to be and you rocking with the H-O-P
Pay attention closely to my story (alright)

[Verse 1]
Mami never had [bad word]  neither did pa
And that's exactly that he beat her a lot
So [bad word]  as a kid I had to be a cheater and rob
Dealing with the consequences of me getting caught
Life appear to be cool when I was young cause I didn't notice things
Rent was paid every month with no problems so it seems
And as I got older I went controlling things
Then I start to notice that [bad word] ain't the way its 'posed to [bad word] to find out we've been up and away
My ma feeling like she got a knife stuck in the gut
And dad tripping out for no reason cussin and stuff
I'm trying hard sucking it up like [bad word] it its us
And Christmas in the house was not that popular
Cause all we ever receive was socks and boxes
My friend got a power ranger toy and a megazoid
It was official market on our [bad word] family four

[Hook]

[Verse 2]
When I was 17 my dad moved out
He refused to try help for us get a brand new house
So that just me, my mom and my sister
And it was up to me to be the man to polish our future
We was slowly falling apart
I felt the pain all in my heart
When my mom would go and crawl in the dark
And cry lungs out cause she knew that our time was up now
I ain't know how to deal with none of it I was [bad word] out
Finally my 18th birthday hit
I would had left,but I had to help her pay rent
My homies got their own place, they living very nice
Sipping on some Bugatti and throwing parties every night
They mom buying cars, new 3-50 Z's
Well my moms in debt, at least 50 G's
That means I have to work harder just to get by,cause if I don't we'll be [bad word] for the rest of our lives, [bad word] 

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
God I gave my [bad word] to you, but I hate my [bad word] life
Nothings right its cold in my world, its never summer time
It is a test giving me this mediocre lifestyle
If I'mma get then it needs to happen right now
I'm one week away from jumping off a cliff
Or putting heat up to my head, and then dumping of a cliff
I know you think I'm just lying, cause last time I stood next to a cliff side, I [bad word] out but I'mma do it this time
Man forget, we both know I'm not
I just say that stupid [bad word] cause I'm so low on gaup
But for real tho, god man you have to help me out, cause I know the road I'm rolling on is not a healthy route
From now to back to the day I was a little kid, [bad word] didn't brighten up a little bit
Now wouldn't you be a little [bad word] if this was you
Yeah I'm cursing this the [bad word] Looks like I'mma have to resort to violence to get the loot

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