I've been thinking over and over again, now I have a plan
starting with my simplest endeavor
you cant hold me back but you can take my hand
i wont last forever but i'm doing the best i can

my guilt is cutting deep weighting me down into the sea
don't admit , ill never ask, if you swear not to tell
i'm taking side with devil
not like i had a choice at all
i watched the tide [bad word] in over and over again
pressing your once perfect body against the shoreline
i'm taking my time to see if your alive

i think ill forget tonight ever happened
its my fault, i never learn lesson
i know how much it takes
ill leave after what we made
far from a memory
still so close to me

I want you dead, ill pour the salt in your wounds make all your [bad word] [bad word] 

i hope your swimming in the stomach of a monster tonight
its what you deserve