I will not dance with my fear or entertain the pain that draws near/I will not look away from you, I swear/ I will [bad word] away from anything You put in front of me/These are the words I wish I believed/ I am the king of saying the right things/ I will not look at Your daughter in any unholy manner/ I will not forsake our love/ You’re my first love/ I swear it’s enough/ I wear my head on the shoulders of good intentions/ Now I see that I'm not strong enough/ I will not forget Your name every time I hear the sound of that train barreling down the tracks in my mind/ Too loud to think/ The smoke clouds my eyes