When I close my eyes, all goes away
Pride, shame, heavy feelings
When I close my eyes I visit parallel realities

And if I go away I might find my smile
I might find a spark inside me
If I go away
But I always stay
 [bad word] Some people are not meant to live in light
But my escaping mind always keeps me alright
Some people are not meant to live in light
But my escaping mind always keeps me alright
Always keeps me alright

If my star don't shine
I will lose my way
I'll be a rag doll in a river

If my star don't shine
Then it's [bad word] mine
All the time I wonder how
Can I stand dry in rain of falling stars
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It's not that I'm in darkness all the time
But if my face is glowing
I'll soon be down again
As the devil spins my wheel upside down
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