Alive?

When you closed your eyes
And the dark consumed you there
I knew that one gloomy day [bad word] to you to be together.

Fighting with the visions
Which are here.
One day they return me
To my fear.

Hold all the pieces
Of my damaged mind.
Just to believe
I’m still alive!

Refrain:
Wait to escape your life.
Wait to disappear!
Can you fallow me again?
Wait to keep your fear!

Silent and lifeless words
Are near
And they tell me
Pain is real.

How can I [bad word] myself?
And to know
I the same?
I'm still alive!

Refrain:
Wait to escape your life.
Wait to disappear!
Can you fallow me again?
Wait to keep your fear!