Story of my life,
Searching for the right,
But it keeps avoiding me.

Sorrow in my soul,
Because it seems like one,
Really loves [bad word] 

He's more than a man,
And this is more than love,
The reason that the sky is blue.

The clouds are rolling in,
Because I'm gone again,
And to him I just can't be [bad word] 

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful,
And it kills him inside,
To know that I am happy,
With some other guy.
I can see him dying.

 [bad word] 
I don't wanna do this anymore,
I don't wanna be the reason why,
Everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore,
I don't wanna take away his life.
I don't wanna be...
murderer.

I feel it in the air,
As I'm doing my hair,
Preparing for another date.
kiss upon my cheek,
As he reluctantly,
Asks if im gonna be out late.
I say I won't be long,
Just hanging with the girls,
lie i didn't have to tell.
Because we both know

Where I'm about to go,
And we know it very well.

'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful,
And it kills him inside,
To know that I am happy,
With some other guy.
I can see him dying.

 [bad word] 
I don't wanna do this anymore,
I don't wanna be the reason why,
Everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore,
I don't wanna take away his life.
I don't wanna be...
murderer.

Our love,
His [bad word] 
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head,
Get it over with.
I don't wanna do this,
Anymore, ooooooh, anymore.

 [bad word] 
I don't wanna do this anymore,
I don't wanna be the reason why,
And everytime I walk out the door,
I see him die a little more inside.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore,
I don't wanna take away his life.
I don't wanna be...
a murderer.

Oooh.
murderer.
No, no, no.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.