Life and death,
energy and peace. 
If I stop today 
it was still worth it. 
Even the terrible mistakes that I made
and would have unmade if I could. 
The pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, 
it was worth it,
for having been allowed to walk 
where I’ve walked, 
which was to [bad word] on earth,
 heaven on earth, 
back again, 
into,
under,
far in between, 
through it,
in it,
and above.