the demon inside me told me to kill him sublimely
but the poison and pills did nothing but blind me
so to you my best friend i guess this is the end
i hope this helps you cuz you never [bad word] helped me
but i bleed and i bleed screaming for you to read
that note in yer dresser but the blood may have made it messier
i’m glad that i’m done, my final moments in the sun
but it's just as dark to me as the demon inside of me

i’m dying away my bodies turned grey,
and i hope i'm long gone by the end of the day
but i’ve been waiting too long my stomaches been shot,
the gun lays beside this [bad word] pile of rot
i had fun while it lasted the blood and disaster
the gun and the blade my own game of charades
freeze frame the impact of the bullet and throat choking,
maybe you’ll believe me now when i said i wasn’t joking

and when yer so alone, and silence is all you know
there’s no light at the end of the road,
so [bad word] you all and to the god that you pray
i’ve wished for [bad word] every [bad word] day
the misery grew as my body decayed
i prayed to satan for this [bad word] to end
another funeral for you to attend

the demon’s voice drove me here
i couldn’t laugh, i couldn’t tear
though ecstatic i was [bad word] scared
but i was lookin forward to this [bad word] day
here it is in its final thought
its more beautiful than you all’d have thought
sicken yer minds and don’t blink an eye
cuz yer all just here to watch me die