I feel the knife is cutting slow
I wish I could say my intentions weren't deadly
I feel like I am letting go
I wish I had said how easy it is to fall for me

I feel like you deserve to know
I wish I didn't have to drag you down with me
That I'll get you high and leave you low
But I have no shame in pleading guilty

I damage like a [bad word] beauty as I ravage
Throw you out like you're garbage
I create my own carnage

My walls won't cave in
I won't play pretend
I'm afraid to let you in
Start over just to [bad word] up again

I [bad word] up again; I opened a wound
Tore the sutures out of me and only thought of you
I [bad word] us again; I killed our love [bad word] Tore our world apart and only hurt you

My head is filled with disease
I told you; you were warned from the [bad word] start
My heart is black and empty
I told you when our love died, it's my fault

My body is cold and bleeding
And now there's nothing I can do to fix what I've done
Without you here with me
I got what I want, I'm leaving now; my battle's won

I damage like a [bad word] beauty as I ravage
Throw you out like you're garbage
I create my own carnage

My walls won't cave in
I won't play pretend
I'm afraid to let you in
Start over just to [bad word] up again

I [bad word] up again; I opened a wound
Tore the sutures out of me and only thought of you
I [bad word] us again; I killed our love [bad word] Tore our world apart and only hurt you

Damaged from no recovery
My pain burned into your memory
I'm drowning in a sea of misery
Will [bad word] and save me?

I feel the knife is cutting slow
I feel like I am letting go
I feel like you deserve to know
That I'll get you high and I'll leave you low

I feel the knife is cutting slow
I feel like I am letting go
I feel like you deserve to know
That I'll get you high and I'll leave you low