(verse1)
look into this mirror
who's inside there
a  shy kid or a grown man
i guess im [bad word] useless like [bad word] man
since my mother works double time
this music wont bring me fame
these lines r filled with pain
im stressed out
as im assed out
my mind's [bad word] disoder
pass me liquid painkillers
or some happy pills
went to bust a nut without love
as im insensitive
i dont even recall ya name 
no necessity
teachers say i aint [bad word] 
others say im arrogant
i like [bad word] em haters off
cut the [bad word] 
imma matador
i feed you my metaphors
ya all sound the same
clown wars
n i finally pick the mic up
time to grow some  balls
i been to the studio 2 nights in a row
i just want you to know
that i can't live without it mama
even if i god [bad word] fail
imma rhyme about it mama
(hook)
imma put my cold ice box into every song
free my mind
when im spillin out my soul
im on the right way
thats the only [bad word] i know
ya all live with no
heart,mind,soul
(verse2)
man im not average
im the calm before the [bad word]  [bad word] all ya fake dreams
of bein a rapper
shine a light on me
imma drop this album
imma junky for these beats
u can leave your reviews
but i wont read
 [bad word] dumbass hoez after shows
she said she's hot
she dont mean the weather
 [bad word] #39; on the first night
i thought u was better
 than that
 im constantly losin'  my friends
my homie  got outta jail
im glad he s still the same
my best friend's in the grave
the only man i'll miss
till Grim Reaper screams this is the end
life's chatroulette
but u can't press ''Next''
but i can relate 
to what most of you say
 [bad word] your criticism
i cant wait for that mountain
i ll do everythin by myself
just like muhamed
n i keep it 100
im all in
tho i dont play poker
you know [bad word] this [bad word] 
dont act like i never told ya
(verse3)
tired of sittin on a bench
these coaches never give a [bad word] 
never gimme a chance
but now its my time
ya can carry balls,bring water
 [bad word] 
sometimes i wanna break this mic
n just live my life
how many times i tried to erase my lyrics
i've lost count
yeah we started from the bottom
only few of us  here
still chasin our dreams
god bless it
u know that haters gon hate
middle finger up in the air
 [bad word] what they gon say
we never listen
i open up my soul
add anything i got
i hope thats what
the game's been missin'(2x)
some ppl can't wait to hold my cd
askin me to leak it
so makin em proud s my mission
ok look at me now
no doubt i'm doin my thang
and if u gotta heart,soul
sing along with me