I was awake dreaming about sleeping
And my mistakes and how I keep ‘em
So close to me so that I’ll never forget
I can’t get anywhere

Shedding tears over these bottles
Celebrating life at the bottom
Of a barrel, of a barrel so rotten
And I’ve forgotten
What this was like before I started stopping
 [bad word] this, [bad word] this, I’m out, I'm out
Of [bad word] to cry about.
You can pass these  [bad word] you”s around
I’ll be dead and gone when the [bad word] hits the crowd

Tell me why, why, why, why, why
I even [bad word] tried, tried, tried tonight
I should just let it die
'Cause I’m tired of waiting for this [bad word] to shine

I was asleep dreaming about palm trees
And I woke up to lonely city streets
I heard the voices echo in the background
And I had to walk around the corner to the barstools

Where I was
Shedding tears over these bottles
Celebrating life at the bottom
Of a barrel, of a barrel so rotten
And I’ve forgotten
How to light this fire
I’ve forgotten
How to tow this wire
I’ve forgotten
What this was like before I started stopping

Why, why, why, why, why
Do I even try, try, try tonight
I should [bad word] let it die
And I’m tired of waiting for this [bad word] to shine

I am tired of waiting
I am tired of waiting
This is my life, this is my time
It’s time to take it

This is my life, this is my time
This is my life, this is my time
This is my life, this is my time
I'll let it die, die, die, die, die