"Drowning"

Everything is [bad word] 
Everyday is like a test full of obstacles
That seem almost impossible

And I’m thinking just another breath not a minute left.
How long have I been drifting?

Pass the glass pint hit the flash light now break it.
People say I’m a star but I still think ill never make it.

And I’m thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I feel there’s something missing

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers that I see go around me.
I drowning?
I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
I drowning?
I drowning?
I drowning?
I drowning?

I’ve been to [bad word] and back looking for the answers to life.
Looking at myself trying to get things right.

And I’m feeling just another breath not a minute left.
I feel the darkness lifting.

There was a time
That I questioned if Id ever be alright. [bad word] getting high staying trapped by sleepless nights.

And I’m thinking just another breath not a minute left.
I feel there’s something missing.

 [bad word] from myself and all the things I don’t like.
Living every night like it’s the last night.

And I’m thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I need to stop resisting.

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers that I see go around me.
I drowning?
I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
I drowning?
I drowning?
I drowning?
I drowning?

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life

I drowning?
I drowning?
I drowning?
I drowning?

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers that I see go around me.
I drowning?
I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
I drowning?
I drowning?
I drowning?
I drowning?

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.