this morning crawls
my motivation's been snowed in and I finally caught that glimpse of the edge
I've been avoiding
so try your best to keep these bullets from my chest
as I was the blood from your sweat,
talking seems useless, doesn't it?
live through, live strong
carry on and on and on
no more false-start life at traffic lights
like trying to shake a dream you might not quite [bad word] we're killing ourselves to live
inhale, exhale unlike everybody
we've just been bleeding
feel the cold swell in your throat
when this [bad word] is getting old
don't disagree that what [bad word] to ain't so pretty
and all I can think is we're begging for change in our own way
cry knowing I'm the one who let you down when leaving town
a moment of clarity
don't let it tear out your throat chasing lines all [bad word] night
and the wrongs you shouldn't write about
I speak from experience of all the fear in us