Another day passes by. Another attempt at love. Remains unrequited.
Why do I even bother? I should have learned from the past. I am but a statue.
Impervious to love. This punctured heart is mine. [bad word] a handful of dust. Dust.
Hope has now wilted away. Wilted. Along with these dreams. That became emptiness.
final exit [bad word] clear. I am self [bad word]  product of this solitude.
I am riddled with shards. One simple wish now dies. Was my request so great?
One simple wish now dies [x3].
Was my request so great? Once again I drown in its denial. Was it [bad word] 
Once again. I've been. Spit upon. Taken with a grain of salt. My life is gone.