Vermillion, Pt. 2

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame. 
All the torment and the pain 
Leaked through and covered me 
I'd do anything to have her to myself 
Just to have her for myself 
Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad. 

She is everything to me 
The unrequited dream 
song that no one sings 
The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in 
All I need to make it real is one more reason 
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sad. 

But I won't let this build up inside of me 
I won't let this build up inside of me 
I won't let this build up inside of me 
I won't let this build up inside of me 

catch in my throat choke 
Torn into pieces 
I won't, nO! 
I don't wanna be this... 

But I won't let this build up inside of me 
I won't let this build up inside of me 
I won't let this build up inside of me 
I won't let this build up inside of me 

She isn't real 
I can't make her real 
She isn't real 
I can't make her real