Somebody show me the way to take the phone call that I got today.
I feel sick, I can't believe my ears. 
This can't be possible, will somebody disconfirm my fears? 

This can't be [bad word]  
Silence [bad word] me with these secrets, 
so hard to keep, so forget about them forgetting. 
Not gonna be a second chance. 

I'll never push you away but I still don't know how to make 
this okay. 
I'll never push you away, blood is thicker than shame. 
I see you fall down. 
I'll never push you away because you're my family, 
it's unconditional. 
I'll never push you away but this is killing me. 
I see you fall down.
It's a bitter pill to take. 

Where do we go from here, 
and will we ever be normal again? 
Degraded with this sin you've kept within, 
it's like a stain that you will wear inside, 
that you can never wash away. 
This silence [bad word] our lives. 
Your secrets I can't keep inside. 
You're suffocating all the good we see in you.

I'll never push you away but I still don't know how to make 
this okay. 
I'll never push you away, blood is thicker than shame. 
I see you fall down. 
I'll never push you away because you're my family, 
it's unconditional. 
I'll never push you away but this is killing me. 
I see you fall down.
This is so hard to swallow, it's a bitter pill to take. 

You [bad word] what feels smaller than the rest 
of your troubles (so) let's move on, 
it's been unspoken for so long.

I'll never push you away but I still don't know how to make 
this okay. 
I'll never push you away, blood is thicker than shame. 
I see you fall down. 
I'll never push you away because you're my family, 
it's unconditional. 
I'll never push you away but this is killing me. 
I see you fall down.
It's a bitter pill to take.