It takes more time than I've ever had,
 Drains the life from me,
 Makes me want to forget,
 As young as I was,
 I felt older back then, 
 More disciplined,
 Stronger and certain, 
 But I was scared to death of eternity, 
 I was saved by grace, 
 But destroyed by naivety, 
 And I lied to myself, 
 And said it was for the best,

 And now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
 I've disregarded what I was, 
 Now that I'm older, 
 And I know much more than I did back then, 
 But the more I learn, 
 The more I can't understand, 
 And I've [bad word] content with this life that I lead, 
 Where I drink to much and don't believe in much of anything, 
 And I lie to myself, 
 And say it's for the best,

 We're moving forward,
 But holding ourselves back, 
 And we're waiting on something that will [bad word] 

 We're moving forward,
 But holding ourselves back, 
 And we're waiting on something that will [bad word] 

 We're moving forward,
 But holding ourselves back, 
 And we're waiting on something that will [bad word] 

 We're moving forward,
 But holding ourselves back,
 And we're waiting on something that will [bad word] 

 We're moving forward,
 But holding ourselves back, 
 And we're waiting on something that will [bad word] 

 We're moving forward,
 But holding ourselves back, 
 And we're waiting on something that will [bad word]