[bad word]  [bad word] patient113

I remember
the feelings
and the day they died
degenerate
I think your best bet
is to be celibate

 and when their flesh lays down to die
there will still be you and I
your doubts, saltwater for my soul
your hatred helps me grow

I am leaving
this feeling
I am getting out
an emotional [bad word] is eating me inside
is eating me alive

and when their flesh lays down to die 
there will still be you and I 
 your doubts, saltwater for my soul
your hatred helps me grow

if only I could stay