When you were here before
Couldnt look you in the eye
Youre just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
Youre so [bad word] special

But Im a creep, Im a weirdo.
What the [bad word] am I doing here? 
I dont belong here.

I dont care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When Im not around
Youre so [bad word] special
I wish I was special

But Im a creep, Im a weirdo.
What the [bad word] am I doing here? 
I dont belong here.

 [bad word] out again,
 [bad word] out
 [bad word] run [bad word] out...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
Youre so [bad word] special
I wish I was special...

But Im a creep, Im a weirdo,
What the [bad word] am I doing here? 
I dont belong here.
I dont belong here.