Here in the night is when the memories fly
 'Cause when I'm alone, I'm alone and I can't lie
 It doesn't matter what I do
 I'm still in love with you
 Why is it so hard, so hard to be [bad word] 

 If I could take back all the things I've done
 When I live in the past I relieve everyone
 Lying to myself, I knew
 I break my heart in two
 Why is it so hard, so hard to be [bad word] 

 Time after time
 I a record that's been broken?
 I know that I'm outside the door that I can talk but
 The words through love I never spoken

 It's such a surprise to feel so much regret
 But you are a love I know I won't forget
 What I did I can't undo
 I really wish I knew
 Why is it so hard, so hard...
 Why is it so hard, so hard...
 Why is it so hard, so hard to be [bad word]