[bad word] 
These eyes have strayed
These eyes now focus on blood and hate
Control myself
In a memory that will not fade away
 
I notice you
Why then dont you see me anymore
Now [bad word] unglued
Why then dont you see me anymore

It's [bad word] I'm a liar
(show me)
Apathy in a broken vile
I can't find the words
(I'm choking)
The rhythmic pulse will keep you close
 
I notice you
Why then dont you see me anymore
Now [bad word] unglued
Why then dont you see me anymore
 
Why don't you see 
Why
You'll never
Never see