Oh it's a bad time to be a realist..
To have nerves and have feelings.
And I've heard that you don't need 'em.
Seen pills advertised to beat 'em..
 
So if you cant smile in the fire now..
Try it up a little higher now.
And if you feel doubt, check the pharmacy,
and fade right out with me.
 
Got no light upon my horizon..
Don't know what would make it right.
Got a way to go out of focus,
that'll get me through the night.
 
Just a few to get me loose and then a few more with no excuse.
You know time used to be a friend to me but now it feels like an enemy.
 
As it takes what was right,
makes it wrong overnight.
And I'm left looking all around to figure out myself.
 
Got no light upon my horizon..
Don't know what would make it right.
Got a way to go out of focus,
that'll get me through the night.
 
That won't be enough for me,
no I need stronger remedies to fight off these insecurities.
So fill my head and I'll be set,
I can't regret what I forget..
 
See, I'm out to disconnect.
With all my flattering beliefs defeated by reality, what's left to salvage me?
 
Got no light upon my horizon..
Don't know what would make it right.
Got a way to go out of focus,
that'll get me through the night.