Everything is [bad word]  
Every day's like a test, 
Full of obstacles that 
Seem almost impossible, 
And I'm thinking, 
Just another breath, 
Not a minute left, how long 
Have I been drifting? 
Pass the glass pipe, 
Hit the flash light 
Now break it, 
People say I'm a star but 
I still think 
I'll never make it, 
And I'm thinking, 
Just another prayer, 
Not a second left, I feel 
There's something missing
Sometimes I hate that 
Chaos surrounds me, 
When all the answers that 
I see fall around me, 
I drowning, am I fading away, 
Or am I living up to 
All your dreams 
That made me this way.
I've been to [bad word] and back 
Looking for the answers to life, 
Looking at myself 
Trying to get things right, 
And I'm feeling, 
Just another breath, 
Not a minute left, 
I feel the darkness lifting 
There was a time that 
I questioned if 
I'd ever be alright, [bad word] getting high, 
Staying trapped 
By sleepless nights, 
And I'm thinking, 
Just another breath, 
Not a minute left I feel 
There's something missing  [bad word] from myself and 
All the things I don't like, 
Living every night, 
Like it's the last night, 
And I'm thinking, 
Just another prayer, 
Not a second left, 
I need to stop resisting.