Tired Of Silence

Verse 1:
I am staring at the door -
No one is [bad word] to
My place anymore.
Sparkling pictures of those days
Are dusty and forsaken
Among the empty space.

Bridge:
I'm tired of silence.
My every step,
Every breath I take.
I’m losing faith.
I'm sick of this violence:
In this evil world
All that I'm fighting 
For I'm giving up.
 [bad word] 
(I've) Never thought It'd be so cold,
(It) Never seemed I'd hate this world,
And it's people dull and cool.
(I've) Never had a perfect life,
(But) Never guessed I [bad word] With these wicked [bad word] rules.

Verse 2:
Good memories I had
Have left me like a traitors,
And now I'm really sad.
What is this I can't explain:
My heart was full of mercy,
And now it's full of pain.