There's so many people dying [bad word] about your situation
What about me? 
Half the world wouldn't know
What it's like to lose your seed
Maybe you can understand

(how I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me

The guilt has lasted years, still cry
It was all planned out
Why was I last to know? 
Don't you [bad word] in me? 
The table's cold, it's too late
To make up for these mistakes
Maybe you can't understand

(how I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
(how I feel)
If I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
If you could forgive
I'd like to rest with you someday

(how I feel)
I cannot reach that soul
You're probably watching over us
Know that I think of you
It's killing me
(how I feel)
If I would have known
I can't say what I would have done
If you could forgive
I'd like to rest with you someday