Life is too much…
On occasion
I take
I take the razorblade
To my wrists…
To my throat…
Blood shows me I’m alive…
Alive too long
I must die…
I must die today
Tonight I will be gone…
Alone and dead
In my pain…
Suffering…
Suffering as a soul in [bad word] Torment shoots through my soul
My dead soul…
I will never find peace
And in my eternal suffering
I am finally happy…
Finally happy
For I am dead now