7 AM and I'm walking again
 Back to bury myself in the snow
 With a part of me gone and its hard to hold
 To a person that I used to know
 And it kills me inside I am buried alive
 I am nothing but flesh over bone
 But I can't think about I'm not going to change
 I'm better off being alone
 Better off being alone

 The [bad word]  the [bad word] is what understands me
 Silence stole the voices in my head
 Drink myself to death on cocaine candy
 Twenty one gun salute when they find me dead
 When they find me dead

 In the back of the house with a gun in my mouth
 And a mirror in front of my face
 I have looked for a reason just one simple reason
 For why I am worth being saved
 But I'll never get out so I put the gun down
 It's a slow suicide that I choose
 So I give in again I sit down and breath in
 I don't care about what I will lose
 What I will lose

 The [bad word]  the [bad word] is what understands me
 Silence stole the voices in my head
 Drink myself to death on cocaine candy
 Twenty one gun salute when they find me dead
 When they find me dead

 I feel like this will never end
 The curse will never end
 More than air I need
 You must believe I need the [bad word] 
 I'm always on [bad word] 
 From the addict I've [bad word] 
 More than air I breathe
 You must believe I need the [bad word] 

 I need the [bad word] 
 You must believe I need the [bad word] 
 I need the [bad word] 
 You must believe I need the [bad word] 

 The [bad word]  the [bad word] is what understands me
 Silence stole the voices in my head
 Drink myself to death on cocaine candy
 Twenty one gun salute when they find me dead!