Night colors fade again
As I'm facing what is gone, what's missing
I'm too tired to hide
Though this time I won't fake through
No, I've lost it all by myself... again
I don't have anyone to blame, it's my story...
At 1,2,3, I gotta let it go
At 1,2,3, wish I could fall on my knees... find some upper room
At 1,2,3, I gotta let it go

My frantic's drowned, I witness how my life is a mess right now
It's not what I've always dreamed of
Shadow is all I've got

And I just can't take anymore of this grief, this shame, this guilt
There's so much I've kept inside
But I don't have anyone to blame, it's my story

At 1,2,3, I gotta let it go
At 1,2,3, need to fall down on my knees... find some upper room
At 1,2,3, I gotta let it go
I want to tear all the sorrows from my loss,
I need peace now, so much peace now

I've been waiting to fall
I've been craving to wane
I've been desperate for someone to hurt me
I've been whispering for someone to make me crawl
I've been feeding the lies
I've been so hopeless, way too long
But I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

Might have [bad word] the lies I've told you
Might have [bad word] the one you despise
I've been feeding the lies
I've been dying inside
tell me, I'll rise... there's hope

At 1,2,3, I gotta let it go
At 1,2,3, I need to rise up on my feet... find some upper room
At 1,2,3, I gotta let it go

I want to step out, to step out on my feet... I'm so close now
So close now... so close now
I'm just one step away, one step away
I'm so close now, I'm so close now
I'm just one step away, one step away
I'm so close now, I'm so close now
I'm just one step away