Sometimes I unwind
Look back to the passing of time
Sometimes I feel
Those days [bad word] unreal
Our lives are fashioned by things [bad word] from outside
Control so indirect we don't even realize
Someday my instincts will be things I can [bad word] Someday too much conditioning could make me self [bad word] 
Someday I'll fall back on values I've created in time
Someday I'll have the chance to take back what's mine
Sometimes I say
It's just gonna be that way
Sometimes I hear
My own [bad word] out unclear