"If Love Equals Nothing"

I'm sitting in the dark now, 
No energy to turn the light on, 
Don't wanna see nothing 
Since you're gone 
Cos where are all the soldiers 
I'm tired of fighting on my own 
I'm fed up with users 
Where did I go wrong 
Tell me why does my heart let me down 
Always thinking we'll be different next time around 

 [bad word] ]
If love equals nothing 
But sadness and pain 
Why do i need it time and time again 
When it builds me up high 
And drops me to the floor 
Beating me, cheating me 
Still [bad word] back for more 

Put a lot of love in 
It always seems to go to waste 
I looking for the right thing 
In the wrong place, yeah 
And tell me why does my [bad word] my head 
Think he loves to be a fool that likes to be mislead 
I need to understand that 

 [bad word] ]
If love equals nothing 
But sadness and pain 
Why do i need it time and time again 
When it builds me up high 
And drops me to the floor 
Beating me, cheating me 
Still [bad word] back for more 

 [bad word]  [bad word]  [bad word] and go 
And everytime its just the same 
I end up here alone 
Picking up the pieces of a heart thats always broke, and oh 

 [bad word]  (x2)]
If love equals nothing 
But sadness and pain 
Why do i need it time and time again 
When it builds me up high 
And drops me to the floor 
Beating me, cheating me 
Still [bad word] back for more