Still wandering 
 Keeping my sanity 
 But they won't let me dream to live or live to dream 
 I'm still envisioning I'm singing to herd of thousands 
 Soul searching for the few things that will make life all right 
 Pointless persecution, interrogate the hype 
 Pretending I'm respecting who I secretly fight 
 One to the right 
 Push me to the side 
 Two minutes to decide what I'm gonna say tonight 
 One to the right 
 Push me to the side 
 Two minutes to decide what I'm going to do with my life 
 Replacing ideals that would break [bad word] down 
 I'm the king of apathy don't care to wear your crown 
 Brain children , the lemming, they suffocate my rise 
 Standing on hilltops, smiling, watching me breakdown' 

 [Growing Out of It Version]
 Cutting through the fabrics of this physical relationship 
 The understanding was the part they decided to skip 
 They have the same eyes but they see things a little differently 
 Some blind themselves and some open their eyes to the world you see 
 Went to sleep on a bed of nails 
 You were so smart covered up your trails 
 Your mouth is dry and your life is stale 
 You always have a gun if all else fails 
 [bad word] is never just  again 
 Why can't a partner just be your friend 
 Can we converse without a fight 
 And will it really matter if I spend the night 
 Not a prima donna rock star just being my crazy self always 
 Then you shun me to the corner cause I choose not to participate 
 My thoughts [bad word] wild got to let them free emancipate 
 You thought you had me trapped but there is one more move, now it's checkmate
 [/Growing Out of It Version]

 Spent all my time on popularity and I accept my duality 
 But I'm growing out of it