[bad word] - [bad word]  [bad word] [bad word] 

I'm here today, just like every yesterday.
Heavy heat, and sheets stick to my skin.
Can't get away from nothingness.
I try to get up, but I have to give in to the force that is keeping me down.
I [bad word] gravity, I look outside.
cat cries out, trapped upon a window sill.
But it’s crying is drowned out by my screaming inside.

What will it take?
 I wonder what it's like exposed outside,
would I be safe? When will it break?
Try to look out, I see reflection I just want to break.
Sirens moan.
They're forever crying...someone's probably dying.
 The sound sticks inside my head.
Talk to myself, [bad word] 
 But who is to say if nothing is said?
Two windows stare back at me.
 Three stories high nothing is new.
I may sit, but someday I'll stand.
I'll muster up the will and fire myself through.
What will it take?
 I wonder what it's like exposed outside,
would I be safe? When will it break?
Try to look out, I see reflection I just want to break