Memories consume 
Like opening the wounds
 I'm picking me apart again 
You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again 
I don't want to be the one The battles always choose
 Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused
 I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why 
I have to scream
 I don't know why I instigate 
And say what I don't mean
 I don't know how I got this way
 I know it's not alright 
So I'm breaking the habit 
I'm breaking the habit 
tonight

 Clutching my cure
 I tightly lock the door
 I try to catch my breath again 
I hurt much more 
Than anytime before 
I have no options left again 
I don't want to be the one 
The battles always choose
 Cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused 
I don't know what's worth fighting for 
Or why I have to scream 
I don't know why I instigate 
And say what I don't mean
 I don't know how I got this way
 I'll never be alright

 So I'm breaking the habit 
I'm breaking the habit tonight

 I'll paint it on the walls 
Cause I'm the one at fault
 I'll never fight again 
And this is how it ends 

I don't know what's worth fighting for
 Or why I have to scream 
But now I have some clarity 
To show you what I mean
 I don't know how I got this way
 I'll never be alright 
So I'm breaking the habit
 I'm breaking the habit 
I'm breaking the habit 
tonight