The smell of water on the sidewalk
And the breath of rain in my lungs
To meet you after this long time
Tells me I'm not that young
Not a word spoken
from your lips or mine
You're like a dream
I thought I left behind

I shouldn't sleep
I should wake up

I never meant to give it away
My heart escapes and I try
To catch it when [bad word] to you
So here 
Here I stand in silence
With bloodstains on my raincoat
My heart escapes
My heart escapes [bad word] to you

You're still the same
underneath those grey clothes I gave you
And your photo remains in my wallet
You are planting seeds of color in my ground
Do I dare to stay or do I walk away?
I wish I was safe and sound

I shouldn't sleep
I should wake up

I never meant to give it away
My heart escapes and I try
To catch it when [bad word] to you
So here
Here I stand in silence
With bloodstains on my raincoat
My heart escapes
Catch it
Catch it when [bad word] to You
Catch it when [bad word] to You
Catch it when [bad word] to You

There is still rain in my heart
And the blood is
see-through like water
But I still wear your ring on my finger
And you're still wearing mine

I never meant to give you away
My heart escapes and
I should have tried
To catch it [bad word] to you
Catch it [bad word] to you
Here I stand in silence
With bloodstains on my raincoat
My heart escapes
My heart escapes [bad word] to [bad word] to [bad word] to you