when i grow up i wanna self [bad word] be a [bad word] bum
turn my liver into mush
blow my head off in the street
and drink till death

i'm a failure but i'm livin' free [bad word] tha army, join the anti
i'm a failure to society
that's exactly what i want to be

my friends are my only family
i'm the branch that fell from the family tree
alive to die, feel [bad word] moderations for the lost
bloom in lush
when i grow up i'm goin down
live in poverty in alcohol i'll drown
think alone, give blood
die soon in suicide, i got no love

i'm a failure but i'm livin' free [bad word] tha army, join the anti
i'm a failure to society
that's exactly what i want to be